Friday 2 July 2010

So it Began


Officially our new life began on the 28th of May. This was the date which we had to pass on our keys to the new occupier of our old home. But life with Bob began a couple of weeks earlier. She was moored at Leamington Spa in a beautiful rural part of England. Situated on the Grand Union Canal we had to begin our initiation into this new life on the big locks of this stretch of the water-ways. A little daunted and completely green our new adventures started here. I spent one night on Bob during this first 2 weeks, returning home to take care of things back at Summerhill. John meantime had the formidable task of bringing Bob back to the Lichfield area so that we could load our stuff on to the boat. My first night on board was unfortunately not a happy one. My sleep, when I could, was filled with night-mares and I awoke the next day pretty cold and damp! I began to have doubts... Oh no. Nothing could stop this from going ahead now, contracts were signed and the exchange was imminent. I left John to make his way homeward, while I just got on with life as normal. I didn't want to think about it. For 3 days I sat and did very little with everything lying around the house needing to be packed. A progress report from John let me know that every day it was looming closer. I sat and meditated, emptied my mind and fed the birds.

Thursday 11 March 2010

A New Begining


During April of last year 2009, John and I found ourselves looking for places to walk our dog Bob! The fields surrounding our little cottage had been divided and sold and my stomping ground for the past 24years was fenced, barbed, and razor wired. I was banned, trespassers will be shot. LOL.I am pretty sure that I now know how a hamster would feel if after many years you removed his wheel from out of his cage. I was lost. Nowhere to walk, something I had done for all those years at least twice a day. It was most disorientating, I didn't know how to start my day anymore. The little cottage was surrounded by very busy roads and the fields had been my haven, my bit of paradise, the place I could find God every day. I had this little patch all to myself the dogs, (I had two for many years) never knew what it was like to wear a collar and lead. They were as free as the wind also. Considering the situation of this area of land, (we were like an Island in the middle of 4 main roads! One a motorway which was recently constructed, 2002/04) there was an abundance of wild-life. Not only the more often seen rabbits and foxes, we had badgers, and deer! One year we had the privilege of watching a mother and foal who stayed here for the whole summer and were visited by a grand stag one day much to our joy. Seeing the badger was a real treat and in broad daylight at that. I felt truly blessed. Every day would bring some very welcome visitor into my life. One time a peacock male came and spent a week with us, roosting in the evenings in the old oak tree's which lined the abandoned canal which ran along the length of the fields. I had a tawny owl fly right over my head when I was walking here one morning. A pair of little owls made a nest in the ruins of the old farm building. I had logged over 60 different species of birds which regularly visited our garden during a year. We had a weasel run in between my pet ducks legs one day as we looked out of the kitchen window up the garden which backed onto the start of this common land and fields. I've had many birds to nurse and look after during our time here, crows 2, pigeons more then I can remember, a lapwing, doves, baby thrush which were successfully reared and released back into the garden, a wren, a dunnock, a starling, greenfinches, sparrows and blackbird chicks. My garden was home for our pets, rabbits, guinea pigs, chickens, ducks and a goose. An aviary with cockatiels, finches, budgies, ring necked parrot, canaries. Most of them un-wanted pets or ones which happened to find their way here to us. All were more then welcome, I loved them all. So this had been my life for the past 25 years as I said. Then one day my walk was stopped, I had no where to roam each morning and evening. I felt like my wings had been clipped. By this time we were down to one dog, Bob, one cockatoo Koko, 10 cockatiels, 1 budgie and 2 finches. We had found a place on our doorstep which even though it required a car journey to get there, it was a nice walk once there about 4 miles circular trip. We had a really un-pleasant experience there one very busy hot Saturday evening. Our little Jack Russel Dudley who was getting on in years and a bit portly to say the least, was savagely attacked by a very hungry Rottweiler! An experience I wouldn't wish any pet owner to have to go through. It was horrendous. For a time I refused point blank to ever visit there again, in fact I didn't want to go anywhere where there was other people and there pets. Life went down-hill for a while. Then one day we found a brochure about walks from Fradley junction. We drove up there, about 30 mins from here and decided to do the long walk............ From that moment on our lives would change, we were smitten with the canal system and the life aboard a narrow boat. We wanted this life.

The following months found us walking many of the canal tow path walks local to us. We would stop and talk with anyone who would give us their time and experiences of this life which we had began to yearn for. So many lovely people, so friendly and helpful and so obviously happy! It was a community we wanted to become a part of. The house must be sold! So in October 2009 the house went on the market. Today the house is sold/ sale agreed. We have only the legalities to finalise the transaction which could take another couple of months. But all looking good so far. We have a build slot for our 65/66ft narrow boat which I will blog about in the future as things begin to move along with that. In fact, that is the whole reason for renewing this blog. It will be my day to day diary of our new life as a couple of liveaboards afloat on the British Water-ways. In the meantime it's a waiting game. With all of the surveys carried out on the house and nothing cropping up to stop the deal going through, we are simply having to wait for the signing of contracts. In the meantime, lots to do. Trimming down our belongings to fit on a narrow-boat is proving quite a challenge, but fun to. I am in love with the thought of being a minimalist. After 25 yrs of clutter and stuff. We have both been a bit like wombles, bringing home stuff others throw away and making something else of it. It's been fun, and extremely cheap to live. We have never brought a sofa in all this time. Most of the washing machines were free, fridges, freezers, micro-waves, TV's. It's been the good life. But we both agree, this new one will be the best.

Monday 30 July 2007

Joshu's Dog.


Question: Has a dog Buddha nature?

Answer: "Mu" (nothing or nay)


A Zen Koan


This was what I awoke this morning and read from the little book here on my desk before turning on the computer. The wisdom and teaching of the great patriarchs from many centuries ago! Oh how perfect their teaching, how complete. Their perfection of 'being,' made apparent not only from how they shone during their lives to each and every student who was ever privileged to walk beside them. But also they gave us the greatest wisdom in a form which can still be transmitted to one and all today. How feeble and bumbling my own attempts at speaking to another! No need to use many words how often one word will do! And silence is also another great teacher.

To become as one of these, to have the gift of speech. And with it the guaranteed success in the future outcome from what we say today!


A desire to bring another closer to this NOW moment. Where everything is taking place. Where all things are being felt and experienced. Rising above it all and seeing it all for what it is today. Only from this perspective can one know what their next step is. How can we walk if we don't know where we are going? How can we decide, when we don't know what the choices are!


To be free from the bonds that attach us to this physical existence is the only way to KNOW! Within every moment the truth exists. Everything you need to be aware of is here and now. Your way is from this point, but with all love take your first step. And with all knowing make your choice.


All Life in Our hands.

The observer can only observe!

And accept 'What is.'

With Love.

Now and Forever.

Amen.